Moodiness

So, despite the fact that I found out that my car is on the way out and may be sold/donated in the upcoming week, I was actually in a good mood today. Since then, my mood has rapidly declined. I don't know why I am telling you this, I just am. The fact that Palomar was being a jerk today and making me fill out this ridiculous survery that crapped out my internet connection for like half an hour was not super fun. Especially when it made me take it like five times. By the sixth, I just put "Decline to State" for all the answers just to be a jerk in response. It accepted that. I mean, I was dropping my only class. I shouldn't have to give them a ton of info about myself when I'm severing myself from them. Whatvever.

Maybe I'm just tired. Or maybe I'm cranky because I'm getting a headache (which is because I'm tired and annoyed). Although I did get my copy of "Beautiful Darkness" ordered. (Heehee, I accidentally spelled it Darnkess. That's funny.) OCTOBER 12! Woot.

Speaking of that, preordering books is SO the way to go, did you know that? Like this--- The original price of the book is like $17.99, but the online price for pre-ordering it by only like a few weeks was $9.07. And being a Barnes and Noble Member, I get freeeeeeeeeee shipping (YUS), which saved me another $4.95. My total? Ten bucks for a brand-new hardback IN THE MAIL. Can you get any better than that? No, my friends, you cannot.

*Truly, if you're a bookie like me, online is the way to go. And not just because you can get good deals on Amazon or whatever, but to be a B&N member and get free shipping. It SAVES greatly.

Maybe I just need to go read. Maybe that will make me feel better. But that means going back to my super-messy-and-not-likely-getting-picked-up-until-we-move-because-I-have-no-room-and-never-had-any room, which is just depressing. Then again, Diego is there. Hmmm. Pros, cons. Pros... cons.

An old lady just walked by with a really cute Seeing-Eye-Dog t-shirt. It was all like a painting. It made me happy. I guess my mood is improving a bit. I just i just needed to write things out. Ha, what a surprising.

I love Halloween, have I mentioned that? It's by far my favorite holiday.

HEY--- MAYBE THAT'S WHY I'M IN A BAD MOOD. I went to a Halloween superstore just minutes ago (trying to get a job), and just walked around for a while... sensory overload. Often, when I get really excited about something, I tend to get moody later on, in a negative way. Huh. You think I'd learn by now to space out my good-moodiness, but I haven't.

I guess once I start working, I'll have to wake up and have like a terrible hissy-fit in the morning so I can have nothing but happiness once for patients during the day. I wonder if it works that way.

(So, I was thinking... once we get to our new house, I won't---HOPEFULLY--- have to go to Barnes and Noble for internet. While this is an UBER good thing--- I'll actually GET THINGS DONE! AND FINALLY SEE A VERY POTTER MUSICAL--- I'm almost kind of sad. No more making friends with the security guards. It's the girl today, by the way, if anyone was wondering. Not my black-guy friend. I think he's recognizing me, just like the uber-adorable starbucks worker who always gets me my hot chocolate. That's another good thing--- my wallet will save money. No more delicious hot chocolates or book splurges. Okay, haha, that's a total lie. I'll still go get hot chocolate--- there's a Starbucks around the corner from me, I checked--- and I"ll STILL buy books all the time when I shouldn't. It's part of my culture. Holly-culture. Hmmm....)