10.09.2009

Rant and Rave. Or just rant.

Such a lame Saturday.

Usually it doesn't bug me so bad... but today it does. I freaking miss my friends. I miss Temecula. My blanket makes me sad, which it shouldn't. But it's like, everytime I look at it, it just reminds me that I'm not ever really going to see these people again. Or, I will, for brief periods of time, but its not like they're going to be any significant part of my life anymore. I'll go to Temecula, what, once a year? Maybe?

Ugh, I just want to sleep. Insomnia sucks. Especially when it you DO sleep, but it's from 8AM- 3PM. It's not cool. And my roommates and people don't understand, either. To them, I just look like this lazy brat. Which I can be. But it's not what I intend, to fall apart... it's not all my fault. Which makes everything suck. Oh, like having to drop three of your four classes. Yeah, that makes you feel like a winner.

I miss my friends. And my family. I miss my home. Which isn't my home anymore. Ugh.

Gosh, self-pity is so LAAAAAAAAAAAME. i'm going to bed.

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